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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
"take a shot every time she directs the conversation to that chinese mobile game" -@neofoxconn
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
apparently the cantor from the cathedral is giving a sermon on sunday. kinda neat
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
i know what i want in my heart and its gecko-shaped
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
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“jesus died for you” im mot an olympic gymnast sadly but im glad you think i seem like one :)
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
im tired of arch do i go with opensuse (tumbleweed) or back to fedora?
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
Religion @mikelovesbikes oh hey that guy has me blocked on main and idr what i said to make that happen
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
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@coolbean sorry i posted this and then forgot 😭 im visiting someone in a hospital anyway now though
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
hmm desire to vc is real
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
@tenthousandisopods LMAO
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
I WILL NEVER STOP POSTING ABOUT CHIEF IM STILL POSTING ABOUT CHIEF
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
@tenthousandisopods is that the who definition?
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
hello i am 14 years old and this is my oc. she is god and the devil and she is from the ocean that is also hell and she likes killing people and she’s actually very nice and shes a federal agent and she hates the police and all of the women want to kiss her
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
the only shepherd im worried about is SHP-13
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
hmmm its also possible that chief is part of a yet greater truth than mania but this seems like the less likely option
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
i also think this makes a lot of the ominous prophecies about chief bringing the end of the world more pleasant, bc if you assume that its the end of the world according to the source as we observe it dominantly, then yeah, its bad. you end up with chief fighting endlessly for the betterment of everyone only to bring about their demise in the process. but i think the result of chief’s actions are going to be in line with her character. not annihilation but the restoration she’s been seeking the whole time
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
my favorite part of the bible was when jsrsus screamed “ill take your head off” at a guy that was being kind of annoying and then 5 minutes later they were drinking coffee with 10 sugar cubes together
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
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tfw ptn’s cosmology might imply a form of forensic atonement

but ig the ultimate source of humanity’s prosecution is humanity hmmmmmmmmm

maybe not then
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
(we have obv left paralleles to christianity long behind here)
i think the divinity isnt really sure of what it wants if anything though. the dreamflower only wants to destroy humanity after seeing through anarkia’s eyes that humanity wishes for destruction. that it hates itself for its sins. the perishing star seems much more malevolent on the surface. DisSea (connected to the perishing star) wants chief and on some level, chief wants it too, but that same divinity also wanted chief to go astray in a sense and live as a human. likewise, the man at the piano seems rather kind and encouraging. he doesn’t want chief to end everything, he just wants her to figure things out for herself.

ig ptn’s three eyed god is stuck in tension between the shortcut (annihilation), and completion, but while it visibly shows some gravitation towards annihilation, it is ultimately oriented towards completion through chief, and that tension is metabolized through her suffering into greater orientation towards completion. ig this means chief probably cannot fail as long as she just keeps throwing herself in the meat grinder. the Source is itself incomplete as is.

perhaps raging sands was the whole story of the game on a micro scale
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
nvm i still have more in me lol
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
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i suppose in this sense, stargazer’s attempts at apotheosis are against the will of the divinity and chief is in line with it. it wants to take on humanity. stargazer is the one who wants to destroy humanity.
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Lizzie @lz@shrimptest.bedwetting.club
10mo
i think me trying to restrain myself actually resulted in me doing way more (and also making a bit out of not being able to shut up about it)