sex and relationships and stuff
she is more physical than me in many ways. like, she can be quickly attracted to people she meets. bodies and movement kinda do something to her brain thats a bit odd to me. she has definitely had sex with people.im no less of a freak and attractiveness is a factor, but its fundamentally relational to me. its about what theyre doing to me on a relational level. who is the central question rather than what is being done or felt physically. have i had sex before? kinda. not in the cut and dry way she has though. ive done things with sexual intention with people that i enjoyed. nudity wasn’t really involved let alone genitals. no orgasms were involved nor particularly desired.